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Topic Summary

Posted by: raiden
« on: July 23, 2020, 09:41:23 PM »

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Basics / a celebrated man amongst the gurneys
— Kaminari Denki ;; "Kami"
— Cismale ;; Masc. pronouns
— Twenty-nine months ;; June 29th ;; Ages realistically

 . Member
Appearance / they can fix me proper with a bit of luck
— Ferret [main] ;; Mental health: 100% ;; Physical health: 100% ;; ref.
 . Denki is an average size adult ferret with soft light beige-ish tan fur. His legs starting from his shoulders and thighs, the fur starts to gradually grow to a darker brown though his toes share the same light brown hue as the majority of his fur. the tip of his hail is also dark brown and follows the same gradient as his legs, slowly going from dark to light as it reaches the base of his tail. He nose and tongue are a gentle pink, the same colour as the fur in his ears. Denki's eyes are a bright yellow with paler, washed-out yellow pupils. Staying true to the ferret appearance, he has a long body but short legs. His teeth and claws are sharp and though he rarely uses them, they're always ready. Overall, he's rather cute.
Personality /the doctors and the nurses they adore me so
— Mbti ;; Archtype ;; trope ;; trope ;; trope
 . On the surface, Denki is a very easy-going and friendly dude. He could be found striking up a conversation with everyone and anyone willing to respond as getting along with him isn't much of a challenge. He's upbeat and enjoys messing with others- being on the receiving end of playful pranks is always met with unbridled positive emotions. He always does his best to liven the mood and he's more than willing to make an ass out of himself if need be. He's approachable and a social butterfly at heart. He's careless and reckless and has had more near-death encounters than he could count but that doesn't stop him from having fun. On the surface he appears to be all sunshine and rainbows, but he has no qualms about putting his darker side on display. Denki isn't a caring person to the majority of the people in his life. The only thing keeping him from harming another is simply how he's feeling in that instant. While he's laid-back and curious about anything and everything, he's also killed and will kill again. If they're not friends, they're pawns.
 . Positive traits include being friendly, outgoing,
 . Neutral traits include being persistent, grounded, realistic, inquisitive, tame,
 . Negative traits include being selfish, manipulative, murderous, unforgiving, careless
Relationships / and it's really quite alarming
— [g1] Unknown xx unknown
 . No siblings
— Children: x
— Friends: x
— Enemies: x
— Trusts: x
— Panromantic / pansexual
 . Not interested atm
— ½ __
— Relations: x
Interaction / 'cause i'm such an awful fuck
— powers:
 . electricity | ★★★★✰
 . shapeshifting | ★★★★★
 . telekinesis | ★★★✰✰
— physically challenging ;; mentally medium ;; will not start (unnecessary) fights ;; will not end fights
— open to minor injuries and plotting ;; closed to death, maim, torture and major injuries
— attack in italicized #FBFFC0 ;; can powerplay nonviolent/peaceful acts
Miscellaneous / ( why thank you )
— Likes to be called cute
— Tries to get along with literally anything that breathes
— Based on villain!Kaminari Denki
— Always ic opinions <3


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I CAN BE LIKE, REALLY DANGEROUS YA KNOW !!
i could fuck up your life and look good doing it !!
———— @raiden & ferret & info


avvies: ShowHide


possible ideas??: ShowHide
. adopt some kiddos
. master electricity powers n every so often, lightning streaks across his fur. if touched by others when active, it gives them a small zap the equivalence of a metal slide in the sun
. kidnap someone and have them develop stockholm syndrome
. catch feelings idk lmao


notes/trivia or smth: ShowHide
. hates the nickname 'kam' it makes zero sense to him and it bothers him a lot. however, he likes the nickname 'kami' bc it sounds cute and it means "god" in japanese so,,,, fuckin egotistical rat bastard i love him
. favourite pastimes include watching someone bleed out, corrupting others, bouts of insanity and wine tasting
. loves being called cute and adorable and being flirted with/flirting with others
. wolf in sheep's clothing. absolutely should not be trusted
. hates hates hates being ignored. will force people to pay attention to him
. scared of spiders tf they need so many eyes for
. using his electricity too much causes dizziness, headaches and leaves him in a daze. mobility is heavily compromised
. loves heights and will climb onto larger creatures
. loves being thrown around and roughhousing bc his body is a slinky
. vvvv affectionate with friends. even more so with good friends
. has a pet vulture named claude that visits him every so often


playlist: ShowHide
Young And Menance . Fall Out Boy
Courtesy Call
Hate Me . DED
Bleed It Out . Linkin Park
Trespassing . Adam Lambert
Enemies . Shinedown
Break . Three Days Grace
Welcome Home . Heaven's Basement
Troublemaker . Olly Murs ft Flo Rida
Desolation Row . My Chemical Romance
Heartbreaking Son of a Bitch . Heaven's Basement
Novocaine . Fall Out Boy
The Mighty Fall . Fall Out Boy ft Big Sean
Just One Yesterday . Fall Out Boy ft Foxes
Cheers (Drink To That) . Rihanna
I Am Electric . Heaven's Basement
Watermelon Sugar . Harry Styles
Don't Threaten Me With A Good Time . Panic! At The Disco
Posted by: raiden
« on: October 28, 2019, 08:51:16 PM »

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i guess it can't be helped then
info // site married to ryuu-tan // characters ————————————
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« on: May 22, 2019, 11:59:00 PM »

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Posted by: raiden
« on: May 22, 2019, 10:36:22 PM »

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*:・゚✦ ZEBULON
—— lyrics here *:・゚✦
name nightcore (assigned angel name)
— nicknames zebulon (prefered name), zeb, zebby
— past names n/a
— name meaning [nightcore] refers to both his dark coloured fur (night) while his full name refers to the japanese voice synthesizers commonly used for parties or energetic gatherings. [zebulon] is hebrew for exaltation or little dwelling.
— pronunciation night-core ; zeb-you-lon
sex male
— gender transmale
— pronouns he/him/his ; they/them/theirs
age fifteen months
— mentally fifteen months
— spiritually ageless
— how old do they look fourteen months
— d.o.b unknown (chose july 25th though)
— star sign unknown (leo)
— birthplace unknown
species "multidimensional wavelength of celestial intent" (angel) ; physically a domestic feline
— ethnicity unknown
— accent x
rank x
— do they like their profession? x
— how long have they had this profession? x


height
weight
primary eye colour every colour on the spectrum; rainbow
— eye colour details x
skin colour dark grey
— skin colour details on his back, there are two small indents where wings would grow from. though they go completely unnoticed under his fur.
— blemishes and birthmarks x
— scars x
fur colour black, cyan and magenta
— colour details only his ears, top whiskers and "brows" are cyan and magenta. his whiskers are each a different colour. if one gets tugged out, there's a fifty-fifty chance the same colour or a different one will grow back.
— texture zeb's fur is super soft to the touch and easy to manage.
— length short; wonderful for the summer and spring but a nightmare in the colder seasons.
body type smaller than most males; lithe but also slightly muscular
— posture relaxed, casual
— disabilities/handicaps x
— illnesses/diseases x
detailed appearance
— faceclaim
— reference(s) i. ii. iii. iv. v. vi.
aesthetic helium balloons, rainbows, neon lights, dove wings, bright places, concerts, candy, fireworks, soft kisses, music, summer nights
— accessory(ies) lots of gold earrings, steampunk-like sunglasses he modified to fit his face, black, blue and grey headphones and a single gold ring


positive traits
neutral traits
negative traits
mental disorders
— mental tick(s)
mbti type
— enneagram type
— alignment
— house
— faction
detailed personality
likes
dislikes
— fear(s)/phobia(s)
habits
strengths
weaknesses

physical health 100%
— physical strength 100%
mental health 90%
— mental strength 100%
emotional health 90%
— emotional strength 100%


generation one
— reincarnated? no
parents unknown
— figuratively x
— adopted x
— other influences x
siblings x
— figuratively x
— adopted x
best friend(s) x
— friend(s) x
archenemy x
— enemy(ies) x

romantic attraction panromantic
sexual attraction pansexual
current status single
— level of difficulty to impress medium
— at the moment, are they interested in dating?
— are they actively looking for a romantic partner?
— what do they look for in a romantic partner?
turn-ons
turn-offs
brownie points


this or that?
— lover or fighter?
— pop or rock music?
— singing or dancing?
— outdoors or indoors?
— shy or outgoing?
— coffee or tea?
— introvert or extrovert?
— monogamous or polyamorous?
— hugging or kissing?
— fiction or non-fiction?
— morning or night?
— head or heart?

what is their opinion on...
— spirituality?
— settling down and having a family?
— their own family?
— death?
— long distance relationships?
— violence?

what is their favourite...
— season?
— color(s)?
— activity?
— setting?
— song (hypothetically)?


zeb's (unfinished) tags: ShowHide
&& Basics
— Nightcore ;; "Zebulon", "Zeb", "Zebby" ;; Prefers to be called/introduces himself as Zebulon ;; Nicknames welcomed and encouraged
— Ftm trans ;; Masculine/neutral pronouns ;; He, him, his, they, them, theirs
— Fifteen months months ;; Unknown date of birth
 . Ages realistically
 . Chose July twenty-fifth to be his birthday
 . Leo
 . Physical appearance doesn't excel twenty-five months
 . Immortal
 . Created 4.09.17
— Conquest/Greenside
 . Member
 . Previously a loner
&& Appearance
— Dom. Feline [birth / main] ;; mental health: 100% ;; physical health: 100% ;; ref.
 . The first thing anyone would notice first about Zeb is his mismatched, brightly colored ears lined with gold piercings; the right is cyan and the left is magenta. They're a stark contrast to the rest of his fur which is dark as night. His brows are also cyan and magenta though reversed in comparison to his ears- the left brow is cyan and the right brow is magenta. The whiskers atop his head keep the cyan-magenta pattern going as once more it is revolved; the whiskers next to the cyan brow are magenta and the whiskers next to the magenta brow are cyan. Continuing on, the whiskers on either size of his maw are rainbow patterned and when one falls out, another of a different colour grows. Rarely does the same colour grow back. Back tracking a bit to his eyes, he is never seen without his dark sunglasses, modified to fit his face and not only keep sunlight from all angles out, but make it impossible for his eyes to be seen. If, however, he is spotted without them on one would be able to see all the known colours on the spectrum. Bright and warm rainbow optics are only seen once in a blue by him and is even rarer - borderline unlikely - by others. His small nose is a dark purple to match his tongue. His teeth are white, well taken care of and very sharp, arguably sharper than average. Moving on, he has a small build, only standing a few centimetres above the average female domestic feline. Though his frame is small, he has the physique of a well trained, healthy individual; he'd have the equivalence of a competitive swimmer's body. His legs are proportionate to his body and while his paws are a bit on the small side, it's far from cute. When unsheathed, his claws are sharpened to a deadly point. Though, much like his eyes and the underside of his paws, his claws - which are naturally grey - are painted rainbow. Each nail being a different colour but resembles a rainbow if all his paws are lined up properly to further sport his colourful appearance. Always following behind him, Zeb has a small bobbed tail that in comparison to the rest of his fur, is quite fluffy. As far as accessories go and not including the already spoken about sunglasses, he also has a pair of blue and black headphones that hang around his neck as well as a single gold ring on his front right toe. His appearance probably would be best described as cute and energetic.
&& Personality
ENFP ;; THE EXPLORER ;; BEWARE THE SILLY ONES ;; GOOD IS NOT DUMB ;; PINT-SIZED POWERHOUSE ;; SACRED HOSPITALITY ;;
 . detailed personality
 . positive traits include being optimistic, friendly, empathetic, trustworthy, selfless
 . neutral traits include being reliant, just, mysterious, curious, loyal
 . negative traits include being malicious (developing), deceitful (developing), merciless (developing), self-doubtful,
&& Relationship
— [G1] Npc xx Npc
 . Created/Manifested into being
— Children: x
— Friends: x
 . Close friends: x
— Enemies: x
— Trusts: x
— Adopted: x
— Panromantic ;; Pansexual
 . Single
 . No past relationships
 . Not actively looking
 . Medium-difficult to impress
 . Easy to befriend ;; hard to get close to
— ½ ---
&& Interaction
— Powers
 . Keeps all but conjuration and telepathy a secret
— Physically easy-medium ;; Mentally medium-hard ;; Will start fights if provoked ;; Will end other's fights
— Open to minor injuries and plotting ;; Closed to death, maim, torture and major injuries
— Attack in #fe01db ;; Can powerplay nonviolent/peaceful acts
&& Miscellaneous
— Angel
— Will give other's nicknames
— Calls those much older than him "Uncle [name]," "Auntie [name]," and "Guardian [name]." Calls those older than him but not by a large margin "Big Bro [name]," Big Sis [name]," and "Big Sib [name]." If younger, refers to them as "Little Dude," "Little Dudette," "Little Bro," "Little Sis," and "Little Sib."
— Only takes off glasses when sleeping or if they're forcefully removed
 . Will grow hostile if forcefully removed; Will possibly result in a physical conflict
— Loves candy and is never seen without eating some; Loves sweets as well
— Always IC opinions
— Updated 00.00


conjuration [30.000]; teleport owned items
enhanced senses [15.000]; raise character's five senses (hearing and scent). sensory overload could be the result of it going unchecked
health transfer [15.000]; give or take another character's pain/wounds
mental bond [10.000]; mental and physical bond between two characters- emotions and pain will be shared at the same time
mental manip. and communication [50.000]; telepathy with more perks
mutation {0}; wings
shapeshifting [30.000]; angel form???
telekinesis [15.000]; lift small objects into the air (20lbs max.)
teleportation [20.000]; zip zap vroom in between spaces
Posted by: raiden
« on: May 22, 2019, 01:14:20 AM »

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here comes the morning —  —  —  –  –  –  - -
IT'S TIME TO PLAY THE GAME OF LIFE
(( information — @/raiden  ))
Posted by: raiden
« on: October 11, 2018, 10:19:37 PM »

he was stuck between a rock and a hard place. he longed for a relationship like the one previously described, but he knew he wasn't worth it. why would he be? an individual who is kind and caring would be wasted on someone like cav. he's a monster. he grew up covered in the blood of innocent people. the feeling of bones snapping in his mouth and under his paws were lullabies to his clouded mind. pleas and screams were grand symphonies playing in the background of every conquest. he found his footing in dominating others; he only knew how to take control. he'd laugh as disheveled creatures crawled away from his looming form in attempt to flee. he found amusement only in battle. he didn't deserve anyone's affection. it was only recently did he realize everything he's been taught, everything he's done was wrong. only recently did he realize how sick he really is. only recently did he realize how hazy his view on the world is. eat or be eaten, he was taught. every man for themselves, they shouted. they will bow at our feet, they chanted. i will be the sword and shield. they will tremble before my might, he thought to himself, a small smile parting his lips as he gazed over the tattered and torn, newly claimed land. the thought of what he has done, what he has become make him sick to his stomach. everything that his family- no. he no loner wished to call them his family. his tribe, his mother and father... uncle and siblings too- they're no longer important. their relevance to him faded along with the life from their eyes. their perverted, distorted teachings will die with them. locking it away in his heart, cav decided to try and start over. he has no intentions of forgetting what he's done nor does he wish for forgiveness. he doesn't deserve forgiveness. being forgiven doesn't right the wrongs- it doesn't bring those who died back to life. he didn't deserve anything.

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guess who's profile is under construction??
mine binch
breif info:
- name's raiden, nicknames r gucci
- any pronouns
- i play cronas in the typhoon, renegadeanthem in tanglewood and maekoda in the rosebloods (all open to plot)
- kiddo and casphian are pure and wonderful people don't @ me
- site married to ririchiyo <3333 they're amazing and lovely and aaaa <333333333
- i'm heart eyes for anything and everything science related
- pisces and infp
- learning french (possibly japanese later on) so any tips and tricks are very much welcomed
- ask for social medias and other sites i'm on

xoxo

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salut et beinvenue !! i'm raiden but feel free to call me whatever you like. i'm an eighteen year old living in the u.s and if i'm being honest, i have no idea what i'm doing. i'm still in school so that usually takes up most of my time (as well as sleeping cos hell ye sleeping's rad). anyways, uh, pick your pronouns as i don't have any i identify as more than the other. i'm a pretty quiet and reserved person who avoids large groups of people at all costs. most social interactions are hard for me though i can handle one or two people max without feeling overwhelmed. so! if you want to be my friend, the best way to approach me is privately, not inviting me to group threads (that's just how i function i'm doing my best to get better so please be patient with me). um,, i live and breathe anime and manga and i'm most definitely open to any recommendations you have! i also play moderate loads of videogames and i'm in other fandoms too~ coughcoughvoltroncoughcough. um,, i also very much adore anything and everything related to science and i could talk about it for hours <333 i'm infp, pisces and although i don't know very much about it or taken a quiz, i'm pretty sure i'm a hufflepuff cx touching on the subject of science again briefly, career wise, i'm hoping to become an aerospace engineer and work alongside nasa. i absolutely love machines/robots (this is probably where my love for mecha anime comes from as well as shows/movies like transformers and voltron) and building and taking things apart as well as outer space so this career will definitely quench my thirst cx however, if that doesn't work out, my back up career is forensic toxicology bc heck yeah chemistry. um.... my favourite animals are the cheetah and orca (please don't make me choose between them i'll cry) and my favourite colour is purple~ um... yeah! i like memes and jokes (dark humour too lel). and uh, i guess another thing to note is i'm learning french?? i'm enjoying myself learning it but any tips and tricks are very much welcomed and appreciated. after mastering french, i would also like to learn japanese but that's a bit down the road. oh and um, this segue is super bad but bear with me! i absolutely have to give a shoutout to my best friend @kiddo whom i've known for a super long time now. she's introduced me to several things (one of which is k-pop tyvm i'm still in love) and i trust her more than i trust anyone, even myself. she's always been there for me and i really can't thank her enough. she's a goddamn gift from above ok ok. and of course i have to give my site significant other a spot here too~ @ririchiyo is a lovely person who really needs to stop hurting delilah chiyo im seriously going to take her from you cries deserves all the love and affection <333 they're super funny and overall just??? amazing??? a legend.

anyways, uh. i have characters too ig but they're p lame. you can catch me in the typhoon with cronas, tanglewood with renegadeanthem and the rosebloods with maekoda. i'm on other sites and social medias so just ask about those if you're curious or something. idk man.

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Posted by: raiden
« on: October 07, 2018, 07:25:15 PM »

chrys' tags - heavy wip: ShowHide
basics / i thought of angels
— Chrysanthemumtears ;; "Chrys"
— Questioning ;; Fem. pronouns
— Five months ;; dob ;; Ages realistically

 . member
appearance / choking on their halos
— dom. canine [birth / main / corgi] ;; mental health: 100% ;; physical health: 100% ;; ref.
 . as far as stature goes, chrys is on the smaller side in comparison to other canines. her ears are starting to stand up straight on their own though will flop over if she moves about too much. Her irises are a dark shade of purple that lighten only slightly as they draw further and further from her light pink pupils. Her togune, nose and paw pads share the same shade of dark brown. Continuing on, Chrys' mostly snowy white coat is short but thick. A blotch of beige can be noticed on the right side of her face, encompassing her eye and her ear. Her right hind leg and her short, almost nonexistent tail shares the same beige colour. Above her eyes are dark brown teardrop shaped "eyebrows" with two smaller dots between them both of which are the same colour as her nose. Around each eye there are small blossoming flower petals, a sky blue one just above her eye on the outer part, another sky blue one on the side and a hot pink one on the lower lid. These same petals could be spotted on the lower parts of her legs, on the area below her thighs but above her paws. Chrys' fur is normally soft and well groomed as she does her best to always look presentable and neat. Her limbs are short though her body is long and with the seeming absence of a tail (her's is extremely short), staying true to the well-known Corgi appearance.
personality / get them drunk on rosewater
— mbti ;; archtype ;; ravenclaw ;; trope ;; trope ;; trope
 . Personality wise, Chrys is definitely more calm, cool and collected. She's not outgoing, but she isn't reserved either. She has an air of elegance to her as well as a gentleness that could either be taken as comforting or scary. She doesn't have much of a presence which irritates her to no bound but it's not something she could really avoid due to her size and mannerism. Her voice is small and high pitched but will mature as she grows older, which only adds to the level of fragility that others perceive of her. Chrys isn't fragile in the slightest and is more along the lines of a subtle hardcore. Whatever needs to be done, will get done no matter how bloody or dirty the task is- she could always take a bath later. She doesn't like opening up about what's bothering her as she's stubbornly independent but if it's something she truly doesn't know how to handle, she makes sure to seek advice from whom she trusts. Chrys doesn't trust easily either but at the same time, gaining her trust isn't that much of a challenge. She's decisive, headstrong and steadfast in her goals. Chrys can definitely come off as uptight but she's a lot more friendly than she looks.
 . positive traits include being
 . neutral traits include being
 . negative traits include being
relationships / see how dirty i can get them
— [g1] unknown xx unknown
 . no siblings
— children: x
— friends: x
— enemies: x
— trusts: x
— unknown sexuality
 . not interested atm
— ½ __
— relations: x
interaction / pulling out their fragile teeth
— no powers
— physically easy ;; mentally easy ;; will not start unnecessary fights ;; will end fights
— open to minor injuries and plotting ;; closed to death, maim, torture and major injuries
— attack in italicized #ff7256] ;; can powerplay nonviolent/peaceful acts
miscellaneous / and clip their tiny wings
— Mute
 . Due to an untreated injury; speaks just barely below a whisper
— Aims to become an assassin/contract killer
— Loves mythologies, blueberries and lizards
— Collects keys and locks
— Allergic to dust and pollen
— always ic opinions <3


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CHRYSANTHEMUMTEARS is a GENDERFLUID CORGI with NEUTRAL, MASC. AND FEM. pronouns. she is a MEMBER of THE ELYSIUM and is FIVE months old. he is physically EASY and mentally EASY. attack in ITALIC #ff7256. played by @raiden.


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larger icons - personalized to fit spoiler




fc: janelle monet
(maybe) nanami yasuri - katanagatari (maple leaf's sister)

chrys' (possible) powers: ShowHide
. x-ray vision
. telekinesis
. shapeshifting (cheetah, magpie, scottish fold) - all white creatures save for the magpie
. teleportation
. conjuration
. enhanced senses (scent and eyes)
. mental manipulation and communication (genjutsu but not really / telepathy)
. air and fire elemental


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. something with the egyptian sun god ra??? that'd be lit
. forced to share her body with a spirit after a near death experience to keep her alive
. gets a pet lizard
. discovering sexuality and gender??? :ooo
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.
.


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. her name is a jab at her allergies as she's allergic to pollen and by extension, flowers. chrysanthemum is a kind of flower and watery eyes (tears) are a symptom of allergies. in addition, her name is ironic as she doesn't like flowers (she doesn't see the point in giving them as gifts as they're going to die anyways and also pollen ofc) and she doesn't like crying as she views it as a sign of weakness. however tears shed for another in her eyes is the highest form of empathy and compassion.
. death doesn't scare her, though being abandoned does


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Russian Roulette . Rihanna
It's Not Over . Daughtry
Meant To Be . Bebe Rexha ft Florida Georgia Line
Soulmate . Lizzo
Raise The Gates . Egypt Central
Waking Lions . Pop Evil
You And Me . Lifehouse
Mz. Hyde . Halestorm
I Don’t Fuck With You . Big Sean ft E-40
Famous Last Words . My Chemical Romance
Safe And Sound . Capital Cities
The Mighty Fall . Fall Out Boy ft Big Sean
Just One Yesterday . Fall Out Boy ft Foxes
Dirt And Roses . Rise Against
Posted by: raiden
« on: October 05, 2018, 04:52:39 PM »

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*:・゚✦ FIRST NAME, LAST NAME
—— lyrics here *:・゚✦
name
— nicknames
— past names
— name meaning
— pronunciation
sex
— gender
— pronouns
age
— mentally
— spiritually
— how old do they look
— d.o.b
— star sign
— birthplace
species
— ethnicity
— accent
profession
— do they like their profession?
— how long have they had this profession?


height
weight
primary eye colour
— eye colour details
skin colour
— skin colour details
— blemishes and birthmarks
— scars
hair colour
— colour details
— texture
— style(s)
body type
— posture
— disabilities/handicaps
— illnesses/diseases
detailed appearance
— faceclaim
— reference(s)
aesthetic
— accessory(ies)
— clothing style
— tattoos


positive traits
neutral traits
negative traits
mental disorders
— mental tick(s)
mbti type
— enneagram type
— alignment
— house
— faction
detailed personality
likes
dislikes
— fear(s)/phobia(s)
habits
strengths
weaknesses

physical health --%
— physical strength --%
mental health --%
— mental strength --%
emotional health --%
— emotional strength --%


generation
— reincarnated?
parents
— figuratively
— adopted
— other influences
siblings
— figuratively
— adopted
best friend(s)
— friend(s)
archenemy
— enemy(ies)

romantic attraction
sexual attraction
current status
— level of difficulty to impress
— at the moment, are they interested in dating?
— are they actively looking for a romantic partner?
— what do they look for in a romantic partner?
turn-ons
turn-offs
brownie points


this or that?
— lover or fighter?
— pop or rock music?
— singing or dancing?
— outdoors or indoors?
— shy or outgoing?
— coffee or tea?
— introvert or extrovert?
— monogamous or polyamorous?
— hugging or kissing?
— fiction or non-fiction?
— morning or night?
— head or heart?

what is their opinion on...
— spirituality?
— settling down and having a family?
— their own family?
— death?
— long distance relationships?
— violence?

what is their favourite...
— season?
— color(s)?
— activity?
— setting?
— song (hypothetically)?
Posted by: raiden
« on: October 01, 2018, 08:12:51 PM »

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✯ "speaking" / "writing" ✯

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who can take tomorrow, dip it in a dream
separate the sorrow and collect up all the cream
———— @raiden & clan & info

and i'll escape the gravity, and i'll reach my destiny
And I'll fly away
———— @raiden & clan & info


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time for me to fly - jonas brothers
try - pink
headlines - drake
one step at a time - jordin sparks
that's what i like - bruno mars
billionaire - travie mccoy, bruno mars
fireflies - owl city
adrenaline - shinedown
classic - mkto
you're gonna go far, kid - the offspring
when i come around - green day
rhythm of love - plain white t's
carry on wayward son - kansas
don't you worry child - swedish house mafia, john martin
big girls don't cry - fergie
up all night - drake
missing you - all time low
safe and sound - capital cities
cheers (drink to that) - rihanna
i am electric - heaven's basement
leavin’ - jesse mccartney


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there won't be compromise
[ MAEKODA ] [ ROSEBLOODS ] [ TAGS ]
as i take to the open skies
Posted by: raiden
« on: October 01, 2018, 08:00:13 PM »

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&& Basics
— Maekoda ;; "Maeko", "Koda" ;; nicknames are welcomed ;; doesn't particularly care for them
— Non-binary ;; Masculine/Gender neutral pronouns ;; He, him, his / they, their, theirs
— (physically) Four months ;; (mentally) Ageless
 . Birth date unknown; somewhere in Spring
 . Immortal
 . Physical appearance doesn't excel thirty-seven months
— Rosebloods
 . previously a loner
— Harbinger of the Apocalypse
 . The White Rider; Pestilence
&& Appearance
— Snow leopard [birth / main] ;; mental health: 100% ;; physical health: 100% ;; ref.
 . Maekoda is an albino snow leopard with bright blue eyes. Being only a child, he has clumbsy large paws and a long tail he doesn't quite understand how to control. Paired with short and soft, but thick water and cold resistant fur, he still has his baby fat which gives him a cute and innocent appearance. As he gets older, his white fur will start to show hints of black patterns and eyes will slowly alter from a bright blue, to a light crystal, then it's final stage of being silver with faint hints of the previously noticeable blue.
&& Personality
— mbti ;; archtype ;; trope ;; trope ;; trope
 . Maekoda's personality (as of right now anyways) could best be described as cute and innocent. He is a friendly character with a positive outlook on life and a genuinely curious one at that. He is very slow to anger, making it very hard to truly upset him and his patience seems boundless. Of course, he does lose his temper but that's a one in a million chance. A swift way, however, would be to say bad things about his siblings or do anything remotely disheartening to them. He's stupidly protective of them and isn't afraid to show it. However, it will be more concealed as he grows older but the feeling will remain the same. At first, he's weary around others he doesn't know but if they're kind to him first, he'll swiftly latch onto them and instantly become more outgoing. Big blue eyes are almost always shining, taking in every bit of information - good and bad - to somehow better himself. He's not confident in his abilities and he often find it hard to speak or connect with others he genuinely wish to be in his life. He can say "I love you" carelessly to a stranger or his favourite character in a book but fumble over himself when telling it to someone he really does care about. He's selfless and lazy, but diligent in the oddest of things. He knows he has a cute face and he uses it to his advantage whenever he can, especially if it means leeching food off of another. He's yet to "unlock" his memories from past lives but at times, words of wisdom comes to him and often gives off a sense of 'an old soul in a young body' ...which is exactly the case but neither him or many others know that. He does think it's cool and weird he gets super wise and distant at times. He mostly thinks it's cool though. He has a weak immune system and most of the time, his body is unable to keep up with his charismatic, energetic and reckless behaviour as he runs rampant through life trying to figure out who he is and his purpose.
 . positive traits include being friendly, outgoing, optimistic, playful, generous
 . neutral traits include being curious, just, adaptive, helpful, protective
 . negative traits include being manipulative,
&& Relationship
— [G1] Npc xx Npc
 . Siblings: x
 . Considers Talyn and Rizer his siblings
— Children: x
— Friends: x
 . Close friends: x
— Enemies: x
— Trusts: Talyn, Rizer
— Adopted: x
— Unknown romantic orientation ;; Unknown sexual orientation
 . Single
 . No past relationships
 . Not actively looking
— ½  ⅓  ¼  ⅕  ⅙
&& Interaction
— powers:
 . conjuration | ✰✰✰✰✰
 . telekinesis | ✰✰✰✰✰
 . health transfer | ✰✰✰✰✰
 . enhanced senses | ✰✰✰✰✰
— Physically hard ;; Mentally challenging ;; Will start fights if provoked ;; Won't end other's fights
— Open to minor injuries and plotting ;; Closed to death, maim, torture and major injuries
— Attack in grey ;; Can powerplay nonviolent/peaceful acts
&& Miscellaneous
— Only speaks around the other horsemen; uses pen and paper to communicate with others
 . he does squeak, growl and hiss but that's as far as he goes for verbal communication
— Gets sick easily, but gets over them fairly quickly
— Doesn't realize he's the white rider
— Always ic opinions
— Updated 00/00
— Faceclaim: Gaten Matarazzo, Dacre Montgomery (older)
Posted by: raiden
« on: September 30, 2018, 09:19:49 PM »

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"speech" / "writing"

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AMBIGUOUS GREETINGS, UNFAITHFUL MEETINGS, LIES THAT KILL AND WOUND
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JOYFUL TEARS, THROUGH BLOOD APPEARS
[ A HEART MADE OF LEAD AND COPPER ]
maekoda // five months // grey lion // rosebloods // tags // [@raiden
Posted by: raiden
« on: August 20, 2018, 08:38:27 PM »

ren's questions: ShowHide
1) What is your full name?
Nice to meet you. My name is Renegadeanthem. Renegade or Ren for short.
2) Where and when were you born?
I was born April Tenth in a tribe called
3) Who are/were your parents? (Know their names, occupations, personalities, etc.)
My... My parents- Olivia and Donovan Relios- Head of the Relios family in my tribe. They were disgusting people I slaughtered with my own paws. They are no longer relevant and I no longer wish to remember them.
4) Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like?
My siblings were killed by me as well and much like my parents, I'd rather not recollect them. However, I had one brother and two sisters: Maverick, Georgia and Heather respectively.
5) Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people.
I live in a place called Tanglewood.
6) What is your occupation?
I do not have one. However, I assume I hold some sort of rank in Tanglewood.
7) Write a full physical description of yourself. You might want to consider factors such as: height, weight, race, hair and eye color, style of dress, and any tattoos, scars, or distinguishing marks.

8 ) To which social class do you belong?
Lower-working class probably.
9) Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?
No, none that I can think of.
10) Are you right- or left-handed?
I am right handed.
11) What does your voice sound like?
I have a deep, sort of lion-y roar kind of voice.
12) What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently?
I do not think there are words or phrases I say a lot.
13) What do you have in your pockets?
I do not have pockets. But for the sake of the question, in my hypothetical pockets, I'd have my wallet and either mints or gum.
14) Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics?

Part 2: Growing Up
15) How would you describe your childhood in general?
Bad.
16) What is your earliest memory?
Being tackled by my siblings with what I assume was killing intent.
17) How much schooling have you had?
Hypothetically speaking, enough.
18) Did you enjoy school?
Hypothetically speaking, I did. Now I know I shouldn't have.
19) Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?
I was mostly taught what I know now by my tribemates.
20) While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them.
Chances are, if they were bigger and stronger than me, I wanted to be like them.
21) While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family?
Not well.
22) As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
I wanted nothing more than for others to tremble in fear when they heard my name. To willfully submit to me and do as I say without questioning it. It was a dark time for me.
23) As a child, what were your favorite activities?
Exhibiting displays of dominance, taking over territories, fighting others for their status and ranks.
24) As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display?
I was hell-bent on becoming the strongest no matter who I had to trample over to reach the top. From the previous questions, I think you can piece together just what kind of person I was growing up.
25) As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like?
I was very well known thought I didn't have any friends.
26) When and with whom was your first kiss?
I... Uh... Th-that hasn't happened yet.
27) Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?
Uh... ///
28) If you are a supernatural being (i.e. mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. If you are just a normal human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today.
I was turned into a demon the day I realized the person I was wasn't the person I wanted to be. It was a metamorphosis of sorts. The demon who turned me was someone I wouldn't exactly consider a friend, but they were close to becoming one. Due to their fondness of me, they said they had given me abilities though didn't tell me what they are or how to manifest them so as far as "special abilities" go, my pupils are permanently slits and I can live forever if an outside source - not including various sicknesses or illnesses - doesn't kill me.
Part 3: Past Influences
29) What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?
Definitely meeting Liliana.
30) Who has had the most influence on you?
Liliana. She taught me about many things and I wish she was still alive for me to thank her.
31) What do you consider your greatest achievement?
I haven't done anything note-worth yet.
32) What is your greatest regret?
I should have put more effort into protecting Lili.
33) What is the most evil thing you have ever done?
I've killed many innocent people and hurt plenty more. I don't think it gets any eviler than that.
34) Do you have a criminal record of any kind?
...Yes.
35) When was the time you were the most frightened?
When the self-realization set in that no matter what, I will never be able to change.
36) What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you?
Probably when I almost killed and ate Delilah.
37) If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?
I would have done a better job in saving Lili.
38) What is your best memory?
All the times I've spent with Liliana up to her execution.
39) What is your worst memory?
It's hard to pick only one.
Part 4: Beliefs And Opinions
40) Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic?
Pessimistic.
41) What is your greatest fear?
Reverting back to my old ways. That thought keeps me up at night.
42) What are your religious views?
I have none.
43) What are your political views?
None, once more.
44) What are your views on sex?
A-ah... um... It's alright, I guess? I'm unclear of the meaning of the question.
45) Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?
I am. However, violence should never be an option... Is what I'd like to say. But as someone who's murdered many, I don't think I have any right to say when it's right or wrong to.
46) In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?
Take a life or turn a blind eye.
47) Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?
N-no? Y-yes? I'm not sure.
48) What do you believe makes a successful life?
Happiness.
49) How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)?
I hide. A lot. I'm sure if others knew who I was, they'd avoid me. Not that I would blame them.
50) Do you have any biases or prejudices?
I did. Most revolved around strength.
51) Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it?
I will no longer take a life if I absolutely do not have to. I will try every method possible before resulting in ending another's life. I've done that enough.
52) Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)?
Delilah.
Part 5: Relationships With Others
53) In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how?
I keep everyone at a distance. That is, until I know they're strong enough to put me in my place should I act out of line.
54) Who is the most important person in your life, and why?
Delilah. I... I don't know why she's so important to me. She melted my heart as soon as we met and I... I only wish to protect her from terrible things.
55) Who is the person you respect the most, and why?
Right now, the only person that comes to mind is Delilah.
56) Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people.
I have no friends... But I'm interested in starting a friendship with Delilah and Zimavich; the only person I know who can melt my heart and the only one I know who seems to have the ability to kick my ass.
57) Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person.
...No.
58) Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.
...I-I think? I remember being quite fond of a lot of people. It never developed into anything though.
59) What do you look for in a potential lover?
Delilah.
interviewer: that doesn't answer the question-
ren, more sternly: delilah
60) How close are you to your family?
They're dead.
61) Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not?
I...I don't trust myself enough to take on such a responsibility. My family would look to me to protect them and I have enough on my mind to worry about. Not to mention, I don't want to make the mistake of teaching my children the wrong things- just as my family had done to me.
62) Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?
At the moment, I don't trust anyone enough to ask for help. I would do my best to solve the problem myself... Though I would be more inclined to consult Delilah.
63) Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?
...No.
64) If you died or went missing, who would miss you?
Perhaps Delilah.
65) Who is the person you despise the most, and why?
My family and tribe, though they are no more. And with every passing day, that anger grows numb as the flame slowly extinguishes itself, no longer seeing a purpose in continuing.
66) Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?
I stand my ground no matter what.
67) Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?
Yes.
68) Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not?
I do not mind because I was... I was trained to assume leader-like positions.
69) Do you care what others think of you?
No.
Part 6: Likes And Dislikes
70) What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?
I do not have hobbies or pastimes.
71) What is your most treasured possession?
I would say Delilah but she is my most treasured person, not possession. I wish to be by her side, not own her.
72) What is your favorite color?
I have none.
73) What is your favorite food?
I'm not picky.
74) What, if anything, do you like to read?
I do not read either though I feel I would be fond of mysteries.
75) What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)?
I-I do not know.
76) Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit?
N-no... Though I am familiar with these things I do not take part in them.
77) How do you spend a typical Saturday night?
Just as I spend every night: minding my own business.
78) What makes you laugh?
...L-laugh?
79) What, if anything, shocks or offends you?
I've seen enough things not to be shocked or offended by anything. Though I suppose when others put themselves down I where I grow... Agitated.
80) What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself?
As previously mentioned, I don't read so I'd probably take up reading.
81) How do you deal with stress?
I do my best not to take it out on the wrong people and to be extra sure that doesn't happen, I isolate myself and carefully tend to it. Or spend time with Delilah. She puts me at ease.
82) Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?
I think I would be in-between. It's good to have a plan but charging in keeps you sharp.
83) What are your pet peeves?
When others talk shit about themselves. I do it all the time, but I'll be damned if someone thinks they're not good enough. Because I can assure you, you are worth so much more than you can ever imagine.
Part 7: Self Images And Etc.
84) Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?
Exist. And I'd be displeased should someone disrupt it.
85) What is your greatest strength as a person?
Previously, I relied heavily on my combat abilities but now? I'm not too sure.
86) What is your greatest weakness?
Greatest... Weakness? I have many, but it's perhaps the confliction between who i was, who i am and who i want to be.
87) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
I dislike how my immediet response to something I dislike is anger. I'm swift to lash out and... I... It can be frightening. I don't want to do that anymore.
88) Are you generally introverted or extroverted?
Introverted.
89) Are you generally organized or messy?
Organized.
90) Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.
Combat, socializing, learning. Anything that requires even a little bit of creativity, picking up hints and cues, understanding social norms.
91) Do you like yourself?
No.
92) What are your reasons for being an adventurer (or doing the strange and heroic things that RPG characters do)? Are your real reasons for doing this different than the ones you tell people in public? (If so, detail both sets of reasons...)
Rebellion. I do it to rebel against my old self, everything i was taught, my family and my previous home. I don't know how to better say "fuck you" than being taught how to kill people by monsters and using that knowledge to save people instead.
93) What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime?
To be happy.
94) Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Not dead as I am immortal if something doesn't slit my throat.
95) If you could choose, how would you want to die?
I'm not picky.
96) If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.
Fuck three. I'd spend my last day with Delilah. I'd tell her everything about me and maybe she'd tell me everything about herself.
97) What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?
If knowledge of my past somehow got leaked out, I would want them to remember me as someone who has no ties with that. I broke free from it and no longer identify with them.
98) What three words best describe your personality?
Reserved, professional, unconventional.
99) What three words would others probably use to describe you?

100) If you could, what advice would you, the player, give to your character? (You might even want to speak as if he or she were sitting right here in front of you, and use proper tone so he or she might heed your advice...)


** idea credit to skypher
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** horn mutation ;; 0
. ram horns growing from before his ears and curling to the back and pointing forward adjacent to his jawline. another set would grow from his forehead about an inch and a half above his brows like a springbok [demon transformation ]
. scales?? somewhere on the body. maybe only in vital areas like the chest, around the eyes and stomach??
** aesthetic elementals ;; 5.000
. small, barely noticeable fox fires that constantly relight and put themselves out
. fox fires are brighter, stable and larger (2"x3") [ demon transformation ]
. body is hot to the touch bc of fire element and every breath heats up the air around him causing steam insp. titans from snk [ demon transformation ]
. fire would be attached to tail tip, ear tips and paws but not spread to other parts of the body/environment
** mental bond - 10.000
. with delilah
. perhaps another person he may have a contract with
** shapeshifting ;; 30.000 
. demon/serious combat body [ demon transformation ]
. homotherium or xenosmilius
. permanently unsheathed claws, scales (??), longer teeth maybe a different colour than white, lion-like mane (??), black sclera w no pupil or iris, a bone-like membrane growing from the elbows and a little from the hind legs
. demon transformation will hurt like hell the first time as his body shifts and alters
. maybe learns to light his body on fire and transform for a more cooler/flashy transformation to and from his demon body
** enhanced senses ;; 15.000
. will be a challenge to control
** conjuration ;; 30.000
** air element ;; 100.000
** fire element ;; 100.000

total: 205.000

draw concept art ya binch
Posted by: raiden
« on: July 30, 2018, 11:52:15 PM »

zebulon should be more excited and he would have been if the circumstances were lighter. instead, his clan is being invaded and his beliefs and emotions were at war with each other. he was confused and didn't know where to begin in finding a solution for his problems. with what was going on, he didn't know why he was doing this. adjusting the headphones around his neck, the smaller than average male gave himself a shake and smiled. it wasn't his usual bright and energetic one but it was a smile nonetheless. even in this time of darkness, he should remain optimistic and hopeful! he is an angel, after all! and all angels should be bright and optimistic! and they should also help others when they can- something he hadn't been doing very well. maybe, just maybe if he was more aggressive, they could have driven the loners back and reclaim some of their territory. he bit down on his lip. getting sad about it gave him time to reflect, but it didn't help. his values and logic clashed furiously, leaving behind a frustrated young warrior.

maybe making this announcement was pointless, or it could be seen as a silver lining. the candle in the dark and the light at the end of a tunnel. he is still an inexperienced kid, but he still as eager to learn as before. he would like to say the fact that he's made it thus far is significant, but he's immortal so it loses its importance. though, if measured not by time but how the time was spent, he supposed it is amazing. he's seen people come and go, but he remained and he's proud to say he's here for his clan when it's needed the most. and with that, zebulon cleared his throat and spoke up. "hey, hey~ guess who's of warrior-age now?" a small pause as he pointed to himself with a grin. "it's me. ya boy." he didn't know what warrior name he was going to go with yet, so he was glad he decided to use his nickname more than his birth one. not that he didn't like his birth name or anything. nicknames had always been his thing and he feels 'zebulon' is pretty rad.
Posted by: raiden
« on: July 18, 2018, 05:32:07 PM »

Cav desperately not wanted to be alone. He enjoyed solitude, but even he grew lonely after a while. He yearned for interaction with another that doesn't spark conflict. He merely wanted to speak. About what you may ask? Anything. He wanted to know how their day went. Did they sleep well the previous night? Did they have any dreams? Are they eating properly and taking care of themselves? He wanted to speak on equal terms and talk until their lids grew heavy. The setting sun or the rising moon had no say in when their conversation would end. Cav and this individual would share their thoughts on various matters and get into heated arguments only to forgive and forget later; their affections for one another too strong of a force to keep them separated. He would be grateful and respect any insight they were to give him and they would feel the same for him. Their dynamic would be built on trust and support with good communication and kindness. It all sounded like a dream, meeting someone so precious. A frightening, but welcoming dream. Of course, the lynx would have to met an individual like this first then ultimately keep them at a distance.

He was stuck between a rock and a hard place. He longed for a relationship like the one previously described, but he knew he wasn't worth it. Why would he be? An individual who is kind and caring would be wasted on someone like Cav. He's a monster. He grew up covered in the blood of innocent people. The feeling of bones snapping in his mouth and under his paws were lullabies to his clouded mind. Pleas and screams were grand symphonies playing in the background of every conquest. He found his footing in dominating others; he only knew how to take control. He'd laugh as disheveled creatures crawled away from his looming form in attempt to flee. He found amusement only in battle. He didn't deserve anyone's affection. It was only recently did he realize everything he's been taught, everything he's done was wrong. Only recently did he realize how sick he really is. Only recently did he realize how hazy his view on the world is. Eat or be eaten, he was taught. Every man for themselves, they shouted. They will bow at our feet, they chanted. I will be the sword and shield. They will tremble before my might, he thought to himself, a small smile parting his lips as he gazed over the tattered and torn, newly claimed land. The thought of what he has done, what he has become make him sick to his stomach. Everything that his family- no. He no loner wished to call them his family. His tribe, his mother and father... Uncle and siblings too- they're no longer important. Their relevance to him faded along with the life from their eyes. Their perverted, distorted teachings will die with them. Locking it away in his heart, Cav decided to try and start over. He has no intentions of forgetting what he's done nor does he wish for forgiveness. He doesn't deserve forgiveness. Being forgiven doesn't right the wrongs- it doesn't bring those who died back to life. He didn't deserve anything.

He didn't deserve to be alive.

The teachings of his tribe still lived on within him rendering him unable to bond with others. He was fearful of treating them horribly as he was taught to. As long as he roamed, his tribe still remains.

As much as the thought hurt him, Cav knew he needed to prove them wrong. That their teaching may make his life harder, but it isn't going to dictate what he does and doesn't do. He will never be free, he knew that much. But he needed to start somewhere.

His cloudy vision and distracted thoughts rendered him vulnerable to attackers. They'd manage to get the first hit, but they better aim well. The first strike would need to immobilize, knock him unconscious or kill him because once he snaps out of his trance, he's not going to be happy. Cav could have walked another couple hours with Argus following close behind and not realize her presence. It was only when she spoke did he jump to the side - an immediate response. Lips drawn back in a snarl and claws extended, Cav's pointed ears flattened against his skull as he lowered himself to the ground as he prepared to fight. Was he in any shape to fight? Physically, yes. Mentally, no. Dark red orbs blinked a few times in attempt to clear his vision as well as a shake of his head. Once his attention returned to the ghostly figure, he watched as she stepped into better light. A white winged wolf with red eyes and a hole in her chest. Odd. She didn't appear to be hostile nor did she sound malicious as he recollected her first words. It was clear he had overreacted but it wasn't like he could help it. He was taught everyone was an enemy. Everyone wanted him dead. Now he was busy thinking about his life up until now. He hadn't taken into consideration speaking with another this soon.

Forcing himself to relax, Cav stood upright once more though kept his claws unsheathed. He didn't know who this individual is and because of that, he was weary. Hostile or not. As she continued, the bulky feline hesitated for a moment, growing stiff before narrowing his eyes. Was he that easy to read? No, he did have a defeated expression and was aimlessly wandering about. The next question was, who is she? He remained silent for a moment, wondering how he should respond. Wondering if he should respond. "I'm afraid I don't know what you're talking about." He replied with an edge to his voice, not enjoying how a total stranger seemed to pinpoint how he was feeling.
Posted by: raiden
« on: July 18, 2018, 05:20:56 PM »

Cav desperately not wanted to be alone. He enjoyed solitude, but even he grew lonely after a while. He yearned for interaction with another that doesn't spark conflict. He merely wanted to speak. About what you may ask? Anything. He wanted to know how their day went. Did they sleep well the previous night? Did they have any dreams? Are they eating properly and taking care of themselves? He wanted to speak on equal terms and talk until their lids grew heavy. The setting sun or the rising moon had no say in when their conversation would end. Cav and this individual would share their thoughts on various matters and get into heated arguments only to forgive and forget later; their affections for one another too strong of a force to keep them separated. He would be grateful and respect any insight they were to give him and they would feel the same for him. Their dynamic would be built on trust and support with good communication and kindness. It all sounded like a dream, meeting someone so precious. A frightening, but welcoming dream. Of course, the lynx would have to met an individual like this first then ultimately keep them at a distance.

He was stuck between a rock and a hard place. He longed for a relationship like the one previously described, but he knew he wasn't worth it. Why would he be? An individual who is kind and caring would be wasted on someone like Cav. He's a monster. He grew up covered in the blood of innocent people. The feeling of bones snapping in his mouth and under his paws were lullabies to his clouded mind. Pleas and screams were grand symphonies playing in the background of every conquest. He found his footing in dominating others; he only knew how to take control. He'd laugh as disheveled creatures crawled away from his looming form in attempt to flee. He found amusement only in battle. He didn't deserve anyone's affection. It was only recently did he realize everything he's been taught, everything he's done was wrong. Only recently did he realize how sick he really is. Only recently did he realize how hazy his view on the world is. Eat or be eaten, he was taught. Every man for themselves, they shouted. They will bow at our feet, they chanted. I will be the sword and shield. They will tremble before my might, he thought to himself, a small smile parting his lips as he gazed over the tattered and torn, newly claimed land. The thought of what he has done, what he has become make him sick to his stomach. Everything that his family- no. He no loner wished to call them his family. His tribe, his mother and father... Uncle and siblings too- they're no longer important. Their relevance to him faded along with the life from their eyes. Their perverted, distorted teachings will die with them. Locking it away in his heart, Cav decided to try and start over. He has no intentions of forgetting what he's done nor does he wish for forgiveness. He doesn't deserve forgiveness. Being forgiven doesn't right the wrongs- it doesn't bring those who died back to life. He didn't deserve anything.

He didn't deserve to be alive.

The teachings of his tribe still lived on within him rendering him unable to bond with others. He was fearful of treating them horribly as he was taught to. As long as he roamed, his tribe still remains.

As much as the thought hurt him, Cav knew he needed to prove them wrong. That their teaching may make his life harder, but it isn't going to dictate what he does and doesn't do. He will never be free, he knew that much. But he needed to start somewhere.

His cloudy vision and distracted thoughts rendered him vulnerable to attackers. They'd manage to get the first hit, but they better aim well. The first strike would need to immobilize, knock him unconscious or kill him because once he snaps out of his trance, he's not going to be happy. Cav could have walked another couple hours with Argus following close behind and not realize her presence. It was only when she spoke did he jump to the side - an immediate response. Lips drawn back in a snarl and claws extended, Cav's pointed ears flattened against his skull as he lowered himself to the ground as he prepared to fight. Was he in any shape to fight? Physically, yes. Mentally, no. Dark red orbs blinked a few times in attempt to clear his vision as well as a shake of his head. Once his attention returned to the ghostly figure, he watched as she stepped into better light. A white winged wolf with red eyes and a hole in her chest. Odd. She didn't appear to be hostile nor did she sound malicious as he recollected her first words. It was clear he had overreacted but it wasn't like he could help it. He was taught everyone was an enemy. Everyone wanted him dead. Now he was busy thinking about his life up until now. He hadn't taken into consideration speaking with another this soon.

Forcing himself to relax, Cav stood upright once more though kept his claws unsheathed. He didn't know who this individual is and because of that, he was weary. Hostile or not. As she continued, the bulky feline hesitated for a moment, growing stiff before narrowing his eyes. Was he that easy to read? No, he did have a defeated expression and was aimlessly wandering about. The next question was, who is she? He remained silent for a moment, wondering how he should respond. Wondering if he should respond. "I'm afraid I don't know what you're talking about." He replied with an edge to his voice, not enjoying how a total stranger seemed to pinpoint how he was feeling.
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